I am a 16 year old XX gene student studying in an eminent school, NCHS. my current goal now is to have that single digit on my O level certificate and i can go to my dream school ACJC!
I am a pig in human disguise I sleep I eat as if no one else's business I love NCWO because music is my life I wanna learn violin guitar trombone french horn almost any instrument that is in this world I want to master it I wanna tour around in eighty days I love mocha frappe I love physics but ostensibly i don't do well for the subject I am not a biology student if you didn't know I wanna remember every bits and pieces of my life through blogging and of course improve my ang moh too I love emotional posts but apparently i could only type them when my mood is just right
If I were to live life again, i will only change one thing. That is fragments of my life.

grad night/prom might was fine i guess.
yup. pictures are not with me. is with karin.
and karin tan! nvr tell me you still in Malacca .
and ben! nvr wear poncho. some more queue when the songs started immediately. nvr wait for martin. haha.
anyway. prom had some traditional games and events. blah blah.
went to sit on the flyer with seasame street grp plus horny grp. LOL
and xe only said one horny joke. which wasn't really horny. LOL
went back to have a drink.
and walk back to mrt station. leg pain!!!!!!!
you should see xe and karin walk until siao. hui still ok. but they all got blister.
haha.
yup. i reached home. and again. the same usual thing happen.
it is not tt i didn't have patience. but its 40min ok.
dun tell me one take so long to bathe?
ya. with all the lights on and everything.
whatever.
maybe because of my own imagination thinking tt tt happened. thats why i was a little impatient. nvm. so the conclusion is. it is my fault. i should have brought my keys along with me.
so, pardon me if i sound rude these days cos i have not recovered frm tt Great shock you gave me. esp after 2012.
every single second we are nearing to the end of the world.
look around you and see the people surrounding you.
will you get to see them in heaven?
i read tuedays with morrie again.
morrie told readers how to prepare for death.
yup, since all of us gonna die one day, we should prepare for it.
be optimistic abt it. forgive others, yourself. everything.
recommended to read tt book!
so what have i done to deserve to go to heaven?
brought ppl to christ? no.
spread gospel? yes.
the end of the world is horrible. read the bible.
thihnk i couldn't even survive those turmoil.

i am finding work. blah blah.
cos i am going to jc, i cnnt get work as quickly as xe. haha
see you in kiddy palace girl~

regi. i emo with you liao. LOL







yup. finally it has ended. probably for glinnis it is a different story. or isn't?
cos she aldy treat msp listening compre as something chicken feet. haha.

wow! it has been a long time since i touch the com. (with the exception of ytd)
i almost forgot my password to enter my blog, msn and facebook.
i am totally cut off from the reality world for like a year?!
but BPL and my ferrari still know a bit.
and guess what? i got Kris Allen new album!!!

throughout this course of revision is really what i would miss the most after the O levels. Imagine study everyday doing constant revision. (for me no need to imagine) O levels is much more easier to cope. (i will take back this sentence if i do badly).
always stay back in school till 7 with regi and gli.
have fun Eating and studying in mac while being 'harressed' by the flasher now and then. for karin and hui hui is look at shuai ge. LOLs.
long time nvr see mr koh aldy man. not tt i like him but find him so funny.
esp his english pronunciation. hehe.
hmm. the end of O levels maybe the start of sian days for many.
but for me different case.
first thing first.
i gonna relax till monday. not really relax. but shop for prom stuff. hehe.
then tuesday to thursday is RedCamp.
friday prom.
sat chalet planning (tentative)
then monday work (i suppose so)
see.. so many things to do!!!!
and can someone buy me some time so i can shop for prom.
talking abt prom remembered what i told dathne.
she totally pissed off sia. haha
she joked abt wearing judo uniform to prom. (cool what)
then i say we buy dress no use. cos wear once throw liao.
so buy disposable dress. since SG so ecofriendly.
and seriously. does tt piss ppl off? LOLs.
and hui gave a better idea. WEAR PONCHO!!!
LMAO.
think only ppl who think the same frequency as me then can appreciate this. :)
in other words is you have to appreciate this idea. haha

and KARIN TAN!
thanks to your reason essay ok.
what??!! JOHN and ME?! ok la. go ROM liao (just kidding)
got time you all should read her essay. i and regi read liao cnnt take it.
yaya. i love john. LOLs

CHOW KHAI YIN!
i mean BEN. when you wanna pit against martin?
haha.
your imagination of perly in dress long hair and scarf till now i still cnnt imagine ok. hehe.

oh ya!!
i should tell you all a nightmare i had sia.
eh. i dunno is it nightmare after perly say it isn't.
anyway, the story goes like this.
i dreamt of MJ dying cos the murderer forced a pencil into his throat.
and when you take the pencil out. it turns into jelly. put back and take out again, is a pencil. (like magic like tt)
haha. the murderer, a blonde, also swallowed a pencil and died. and the whole scene is very bloody ok.
come to think of it. is graphite tt nice to eat??
so perly call this dream bloody, funny.

i will miss school real lots man. BUT i dun love nchs ok. miss = love ?! NO!
BUT BUT the teachers will be missed by me man.
firstly is ms teo.
hmm. our class made her angry so many times and also days before O levels.
i love the english articles she gave. my fave is i show a child what is possible.
coolest essay man.
nxt is mr tien.
funny cher. can be storyteller also. i find him an encouraging teacher. seldom scold ppl but students revere him. encourage us now and then. hehe.
nxt is ms oh.
ok. i dun really like physics when i was in sec three. slp during lesson.
now when physics is just common sense. its real easy man. plus ms oh teach physics very cute one. haha. i like practical a lot!!
nxt is mdm tang.
teach maths is less confusing than koh. oops.
at least very clear ma. haha.
nxt is mr tee.
after 3 years of geog education without listening or even knowing how to ans the questions correctly, i actually learnt it in sec 4! LOL. quite late aldy though.
though lessons boring at times but still hilarious when gli and dathne kena suan. haha. and mr tee always take leave when dun have our lesson for tt day de lor. hehe
of cos, got ms joseph.
inspiring teacher. love doing sourcebased but dunno why keep on failing nearing O levels. hehe. different dressing everyday. when will she bring us out for shopping trip???
nxt is guo lao shi.
first time my chinese failed in my whole life sia. but miraculously got a1. hehe.
chinese isn't tt boring as it seems now. love chinese!!!
nxt is mr koh.
ok la. lessons are like CME like tt. oops. funny too. but dunno why will do well for math when i dun really like him. maybe wanna proof him wrong??
anyway, thanks to mr koh for getting other school papers for us to practise.
one more person!
MR SEE!! I LOVE YOU! so cute!!!!
i shall be a school counsellor in the future!
psychology rocks!

tmr is the last day i MAY BE stepping into school this year.
cos got open hse! if wanna come pls come!!!! haha.
and can they please open the air riffle room??
first class cast went in and why i cnnt??!!!

i miss LOCAL NOODLE DELIGHTS!!
i eat noodles everyday ok. even my mom jealous of aunty aldy.
cos i love school noodles!! my shui jiao!! please teach me how to cook noodles can??? haha.

hmm. i think i shall stop here. next post will be full of grad pics and pictures taken doing revision.
I THANK GOD THAT HE GAVE ME STRENGTH TO HOLD ON TO THE VERY LAST PAPER! THANK HIM FOR THE PEACE AND WISDOM HE GAVE ME.
:)

Labels: memoirs of a O level finisher

isn't this cool??
ferrari here i come! LOL

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tomorrow is the BIG day!


Jia You Everyone!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)


seriously, i shouldn't be blogging now.
but i just cnnot study when too much things bombard my mind.
just now had an 'internal christianity debate' with my family members.
i feel that a am really not growing anymore.
i have to admit it is my fault also.
i didn't do daily devotion. tell lies. sinning everyday.
procrastinating everyday.
however, it isn't like tt when i am studying.
maybe it is becos i set targets to meet everyday?
striving to be the top in studies?
why isn't it like tt in the pursuit of my christian life?
when i pray, i do not feel tt i am a christian.
it is practically just praying cos it is sort of in the system?
oh well, i cnnt really describe tt feeling either.
i feel so dirty. i do not feel cleanse.
i do not dare to look at this sinful hands of mine.
i fear for my life.
i feel inferior when i see christian schoolmates.
they have tt glow in them. i do not have.
i do not feel the spirit and passion in this life i am having now.
the day humans are born, they are aldy on this mysterious life.
trying to find the purpose of living.
do you know how lonely and horrible it is to be detached from this world?
no matter how hard we try, we cnnt enter the island, one has aldy had.

a little load has dropped out of my mind. off to studying.


woohoo~~
THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE movie is out!!!
i love the book man. after O levels shall find dvd to watch!
oh ya! must watch beethoven virus the drama series!!
very nice!!!

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ok.
today got a scolding from mr tee.
well, he is right to scold us though.
who tell me this cleanliness head to be so slack.
ok la. my fault la. haix.
really ar. is not purely hui and i do all the cleaning all the time right?
ok. i admitt tt i dun do as much as hui.
anyway, guys.
a bunch of dunno what.
practically no words to describe them. this is not in a good way at all.
they bear grudge like women, narrow minded ETC.
make ignorant remarks like a fool all the time.
true. FOOLs.
yes. i sound baised. so what. like they care.
before we judge others, we ought to look at tt speck in our eye.
i am in no position to judge others because i am imperfect.
how can i say others when i have flaws?
hmm.
i think regi did a good thing by deciding not to remind the class stuffs aldy.
ha.
since they dun appreciate them and take it for granted.
in our lives, we want others to give and rather we ourselves contributing.
forget it. shall end here.
since i am talking to a wall of my own.